Real World

There are fakes, there are real. There are ones that are loved, there are ones that are hated. There are The Good,  there are The Bad. But in the world we live in today we all are bad. There is no good soul that can be there 24/7 to love, to hold, to care, and to just be a hero to the world. Their only a hero for a moment or two, from when their time passes they begin to fade, to disappear, to be forgotten.... Because you are as important to another person as the world is important to them. They care for you as much as they care for other people unlike themselves. And if you think you're any different then babe you need a reality check. Because truth is no one, no one is gonna love you more than they love themselves if your lucky someone will love you more than them. But really you gotta love yourself to live, and move on in life.

Needing To Get Away

I'm needing to get away. To go to a place where I can be me. But in this psycho world I can't be me. I try and try to be the one person I wanna be that will make me happy for me. That one person is... ME! But I can't live up to everyone's standards and be me at the same time!! Why can't anyone get that? Can anyone get what I'm trying to say? I can make it some what easier for you to understand. I want to be me but if I try that then no one will love me and care....... Even I would hate myself. So I continue on with the day, with a new mask to match the people I'm around, pleasing them, making them happy, while underneath that mask I have the real look, the real me, the real person I want to be. But in the end its all the lies, and people I'll disappoint in the end if I please myself and not everyone else. So really I can't get away. Even then my dreams are being controlled, turning into things I don't wanna dream about, think about, or even talk about. But theres no other choice, besides putting on a new mask each day and continue living THEIR lives.