Help Me Remember

It hurts to see that I love you, but we can never be. Your from one world I'm from another. I would come to you with any problem, and you would be there for me. You  would come to me for whatever reason, and I'd let you cry on my shoulder. I know you need me, and you know I need you. I can't get over how close we were, and how far we've separated, theres this huge gap between us and no matter how hard we try we can't seal it off or at least bring it back together. You left right when the sun rose, we didn't even have a chance to talk about it. I just want to remember how we were before and how much I loved you, and how close we were! Just for one night can't we be the same as we had been back then? Help me remember use before. Help me remember it all. I want those days that we were still a couple yet best friends. I miss you, on those days we had our moments and nothing else mattered. Help me remember it all. The true us, the real life, before we split, when I was loving you and when you were loving me. Help Me Remember...

You Want...

You want me in your life and you want me to love you. But right now I'm sick of playing your games! I loved you and you knew that and you know that I still love you no matter what happens, you will always hold a special place in my heart and you can't be replaced. Yet you used how I felt about you, and took that and used it against me. You split my heart in two. But now that I think back on it maybe it's not so bad that you did that, because I just saved myself so much more of a heartbreak, even though I wish I was with you right now... in your arms, with your lips on mine, your hands around my waist, my chest against your chest. The funny thing is, even though we're over, every now and then you run back to me and the cycle repeats... and since we're over the pain is just a bit more fun because now we don't fell guilty with our pleasure. Always and Forever, our pleasure will remain between us too.

Difference

The ground, the sky, theres a difference.

The moon, the sun, theres a difference.

The night, the day, theres a difference.

With every two things theres a difference. Between me and you theres a difference. Yet the difference brings us together. I think, and know I can never let you go. The difference that me and you have makes me love you more, makes me want you more. We both walk on the ground together, and look at the sky together. We both wish we were on the moon together, and we both wish we could fly past the sun together. We walk through the night together, and we walk through the day together. Theres still a difference, your you and I'm me. But that difference makes you you and me me. The difference between everything in the world makes everything special in its own way.

Tonight

Dark. Touch. Kiss. Lips. Smiles. Breath. Hands. Wondering. Was the choice right. Realizing. This moment is what WE! were waiting for. Sparks. Joy. Screams. More. Of it all. Hard. Breath, Eyes meet. Love locks. Kiss. Won't tell. Wanting more from both ends. You. Needing. Me wanting. Continually. Never ending..... Love. Love is all I need. But. You need to be the one I love.

Touch

I need that special touch. The one that makes me grin. Makes me laugh. Makes me want you. One touch. One kiss. Our lips. Tongue. Bodies. Fingers. Run up my leg. Eyes. Go. Wide. Heart. Beats. Faster. Faster..... When. I have. Your special touch. I need more. I want more. I need you. I think you need me. I'm, hoping you want me. In the end. I. Love. And. Want. Your. Touch.

Needing To Get Away

I'm needing to get away. To go to a place where I can be me. But in this psycho world I can't be me. I try and try to be the one person I wanna be that will make me happy for me. That one person is... ME! But I can't live up to everyone's standards and be me at the same time!! Why can't anyone get that? Can anyone get what I'm trying to say? I can make it some what easier for you to understand. I want to be me but if I try that then no one will love me and care....... Even I would hate myself. So I continue on with the day, with a new mask to match the people I'm around, pleasing them, making them happy, while underneath that mask I have the real look, the real me, the real person I want to be. But in the end its all the lies, and people I'll disappoint in the end if I please myself and not everyone else. So really I can't get away. Even then my dreams are being controlled, turning into things I don't wanna dream about, think about, or even talk about. But theres no other choice, besides putting on a new mask each day and continue living THEIR lives.

Sex Night

Bodies. Touch. Soft. Rough. Hurt. No Regret. You say you loved it. Lie. You hated it. Lie. Truth is. It. Was. Amazing. I. Know. You'll. Die. To. Have. Us. One. More. Time. Dark. Dreamy. Love. Beneath. Me. On. Top. Of. You. Can't get of. Kiss. Lips. Neck. That. One. Special. Touch. Goosebumps. Breathe. Loving. Each. Second. Needing. More. I. Can. Give you what you want. You. Can. Give me what I want...


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